July 2009
39 posts
50.)
You’re the only person who’s never judged me.
49.)
Your reaction to when I told you I couldn’t come see you this month,
fueled the little glimmer of hope I hold inside,
that we are more than friends.
48.)
Last night,
when you laughed,
I could feel the warmth of your breath on my neck,
and I imagined it was intentional.
47.)
Nomatter how long I spent preparing the words,
once I look into your eyes,
I forget them all.
46.)
His mouth was warm, and his lips, soft.
Our kiss tasted like love with a dash of mint.
45.)
Nomatter how much I try to avoid it,
you are absolutely everything I want.
44.)
I’m so comfortable with you,
that sometimes it scares me.
43.)
I like the way you hold the arch in my back
and bite my lip when we kiss.
42.)
Even if we never get back together,
I love our history.
We have such a story,
locked in time.
A story I revisit quite often.
We are so lucky.
“The memories we made will last us quite a while.”
A part of me will always love you.
41.)
I need you.
In my life, somehow.
Always.
I don’t think you realize how much I mean that.
I don’t even think I understand how much I mean that.
40.)
You are my comfort.
39.)
You were my first real relationship;
first kiss;
first love;
first everything,
and I was yours too.
Together, we went through more than most married couples.
I will always carry a piece of your heart with me,
and I hope you’re aware that you carry a piece of mine.
38.)
I still love you.
And I’m not really sure how I feel about that.
37.)
I love how secure I feel when you’re cuddling me.
36.)
I made a fool of myself with you tonight.
I hope that somehow you think it’s cute.
35.)
Your feet were in my lap,
your legs cuddling my hip,
and just enough light caught your face
so that I could tell you were smiling down at me.
So there we were,
both were smiling in the dark,
because everytime I see your smile,
I smile too.
34.)
Your smile does the craziest things to my heart.
33.)
She broke your heart.
Let me fix it.
32.)
I want something to happen but I’m afraid to make the first move.
Do something.
Anything.
31.)
I could easily fall in love with you.
30.)
I love it when you fish for compliments from me.
It lets me know that you care what I think.
29.)
You read me better than anyone else.
It intimidates me.
But it makes me feel secure at the same time.
28.)
I love it when you look at me.
It makes me pleasureably uncomfortable.
27.)
I am pretty sure that I’ll spend tonight trying to mentally recreate the memory of falling asleep in your arms.
Please let this not be just a one time thing.
26.)
You mezmorize me.
25.)
I know it’s bad for you to smoke cigarettes,
but I love watching your lips part to release the smoke.
24.)
Our babies would be smoking hot.
23.)
Your spirit is the most gorgeous thing I have ever encountered.
22.)
I want you to write me a letter.
I would keep it forever.
21.)
I can’t stop thinking about you.
Ever.
20.)
I was falling asleep, cuddling with your leg.
Your warmth was enough for us both.
It was 5 am, but you begged me to stay.
19.)
I want to fall asleep in your arms again.
18.)
You have the most glorious neck.
I want to come up behind you and I kiss it softly.
I want shivers to radiate through your body because of me.
I want you to like it.
17.)
I want to dance to Machester Orchestra with you.
16.)
Your lips are perfect,
and I want them to touch mine so badly.
14.)
Your smile is the most precious thing ever.
15.)
I love the way it feels to have your arm around me.
13.)
Your hand in mine feels like home.
12.)
Last night I fell asleep on your chest in the van.
When I woke up I was running my fingers across your stomach.
I whispered I was sorry.
You smiled.
Your hand was on my hip.
I wasn’t expecting to feel so comfortable with you.