July 2009
39 posts
50.)
You’re the only person who’s never judged me.
49.)
Your reaction to when I told you I couldn’t come see you this month,
fueled the little glimmer of hope I hold inside,
that we are more than friends.
48.)
Last night,
when you laughed,
I could feel the warmth of your breath on my neck,
and I imagined it was intentional.
47.)
Nomatter how long I spent preparing the words,
once I look into your eyes,
I forget them all.
46.)
His mouth was warm, and his lips, soft.
Our kiss tasted like love with a dash of mint.
45.)
Nomatter how much I try to avoid it,
you are absolutely everything I want.
44.)
I’m so comfortable with you,
that sometimes it scares me.
43.)
I like the way you hold the arch in my back
and bite my lip when we kiss.
42.)
Even if we never get back together,
I love our history.
We have such a story,
locked in time.
A story I revisit quite often.
We are so lucky.
“The memories we made will last us quite a while.”
A part of me will always love you.
41.)
I need you.
In my life, somehow.
Always.
I don’t think you realize how much I mean that.
I don’t even think I understand how much I mean that.
40.)
You are my comfort.
39.)
You were my first real relationship;
first kiss;
first love;
first everything,
and I was yours too.
Together, we went through more than most married couples.
I will always carry a piece of your heart with me,
and I hope you’re aware that you carry a piece of mine.
38.)
I still love you.
And I’m not really sure how I feel about that.
37.)
I love how secure I feel when you’re cuddling me.
36.)
I made a fool of myself with you tonight.
I hope that somehow you think it’s cute.
35.)
Your feet were in my lap,
your legs cuddling my hip,
and just enough light caught your face
so that I could tell you were smiling down at me.
So there we were,
both were smiling in the dark,
because everytime I see your smile,
I smile too.
34.)
Your smile does the craziest things to my heart.
33.)
She broke your heart.
Let me fix it.
32.)
I want something to happen but I’m afraid to make the first move.
Do something.
Anything.
31.)
I could easily fall in love with you.
30.)
I love it when you fish for compliments from me.
It lets me know that you care what I think.
29.)
You read me better than anyone else.
It intimidates me.
But it makes me feel secure at the same time.
28.)
I love it when you look at me.
It makes me pleasureably uncomfortable.
27.)
I am pretty sure that I’ll spend tonight trying to mentally recreate the memory of falling asleep in your arms.
Please let this not be just a one time thing.
26.)
You mezmorize me.
25.)
I know it’s bad for you to smoke cigarettes,
but I love watching your lips part to release the smoke.
24.)
Our babies would be smoking hot.
23.)
Your spirit is the most gorgeous thing I have ever encountered.
22.)
I want you to write me a letter.
I would keep it forever.
21.)
I can’t stop thinking about you.
Ever.
20.)
I was falling asleep, cuddling with your leg.
Your warmth was enough for us both.
It was 5 am, but you begged me to stay.
19.)
I want to fall asleep in your arms again.
18.)
You have the most glorious neck.
I want to come up behind you and I kiss it softly.
I want shivers to radiate through your body because of me.
I want you to like it.
17.)
I want to dance to Machester Orchestra with you.
16.)
Your lips are perfect,
and I want them to touch mine so badly.
15.)
I love the way it feels to have your arm around me.
14.)
Your smile is the most precious thing ever.
13.)
Your hand in mine feels like home.
12.)
Last night I fell asleep on your chest in the van.
When I woke up I was running my fingers across your stomach.
I whispered I was sorry.
You smiled.
Your hand was on my hip.
I wasn’t expecting to feel so comfortable with you.
June 2009
11 posts
11.)
You make my heart beat louder,
my cheeks warmer,
my lips redder,
and my breathing faster.
You make me feel alive.
10.)
I can’t explain these things I feel for you.
9.)
I wish you’d just give me even a hint of reassurance.
I wish you’d tell me I’m enough.
8.)
You are becoming a better person.
Your family may be too hard on you because of your past,
but don’t give up.
You’re too good for that,
and I’m right here behind you.
7.)
I looked you dead in the eyes while I was talking to you today.
I didn’t glance down, not once.
I didn’t fidget.
I just looked straight into those beautiful hazel eyes.
I felt the blood in my veins.
6.)
I want to feel your lips on mine as the first sign of morning makes it’s way through our window;
to watch the sunrise with you and remark on it’s beauty.
4.)
I want to hear you whisper “goodnight”;
to let the rise and fall of your chest put me to sleep.
5.)
I want to wake up next to you,
our bodies warm like summertime under the sheets.
I want to feel the beautiful tangle of our arms and legs.
3.)
Sing for me.
I don’t care if you think your voice is good or not.
Just sing.
2.)
I wish you weren’t so hard on yourself.
You are handsome,
you are smart,
you are talented,
you are strong,
you are kind,
you are precious,
and you have all the potential in the world.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.
1.)
Every time I see you, I want to marry you.
Your voice, your laugh, your smile, your hands…
I want them to be mine forever.